第四章 借书（4）（2 / 2）

彩低头扭着自己的手帕</span>没有言语</span>随即像做了一个重大决定般</span>眼神定定地看向我</span></span>雪儿</span>我</span>我心下是喜欢瑾哥哥的</span></span>

我笑了笑</span>点点头</span>情窦欲开先自窒</span>心田已净无须锄</span>

</span>那你呢</span>雪儿</span>你喜欢瑾哥哥么</span></span>彩咬了咬唇问道</span>

</span>我</span></span>未曾料到她会反问我</span>心下黯然</span>如果不是因为记忆里面的那个</span>他</span></span>或者我会在见他的第一眼就被他抓住了</span>可曾经沧海难为水</span>除却巫山不是云</span>我的这颗心再难经得起任何波澜</span>而我也再经不起任何情感</span>

我苦笑着</span>对她摇了摇头道：</span>我不会去喜欢任何人</span>也绝对不会喜欢瑾少爷的</span></span>

每次看到瑾少爷那温柔的笑容</span>我总时不时地想起那个只会对我那样笑着的人</span>也许就是那样的笑</span>融化了我</span>带给我阳光</span>阳光固然好</span>但失去阳光却是那样的痛楚</span>历经了多少个黑夜</span>我才渐渐暖和</span>渐渐淡忘……来到这个空间的我</span>又怎能去碰触感情这东西呢</span>剑不伤人</span>情伤人</span>我给不起别人</span>也再不要去受那得而复失的苦</span>

</span>瑾哥哥</span></span></span>正想着</span>彩望着我身后甜甜地叫了一声</span>她的脸瞬间变得更红了</span>

</span>啊</span></span>赶忙转身</span>看向瑾少爷时</span>心蓦然一沉</span>从未见过他这般的面色</span>刚刚的话</span>他到底听到了多少呢</span>心下一片惘然</span>

再看向他时</span>他却面色如常</span>只深深地看了我一眼</span>让我瞬间怀疑刚刚看到他的表情是我的错觉</span>他淡淡地回了一声：</span>彩</span>我找雪儿有些事情</span>先失陪了</span></span>

</span>嗯</span>那雪儿你去吧</span></span>彩的脸色依旧通红</span>

</span>是</span>大小姐</span></span>我回答道</span>

看到瑾少爷已经走远</span>我忙快步跟上</span>紧随其后</span>

走得匆忙间</span>耳边听得彩在身后轻声唤我</span></span>雪儿</span></span>

我停下脚步</span>她腆然笑了笑</span></span>刚才的那件事情</span>我只告诉过你</span>秘密哦</span></span>

我停下脚步</span>对她点点头</span>宛然一笑</span>

狂翻了两天的书</span>看得我头昏脑涨</span>觉得自己好像又回到了前世上大学时</span>每到临近考试前</span>大家便都拼命地学习</span>努力记忆书中要点</span>靠着这种考前突击的做法</span>竟然一路平安</span>大学四年都没有落到补考的境地</span>

对于这种突击式的学习</span>我是轻车熟路</span>早已习惯</span>但这两天来一直没法子看书</span>总想着那天的事情</span>

不知不觉斜阳从窗口照入屋内</span>照在书页和手上</span>给如玉的手指镀上了一层浅金色的光辉</span>我知道自己这个状态是看不进书了</span>只得暂时放下</span>吃了晚饭</span>又洗漱一番</span>天色便完全暗了下去</span>

明天就是与裴瑜约定参加诗会的日子</span>我也不想睡得太晚</span>免得耽误了</span>便准备睡觉</span>

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